during this time, ive learnt many things. but the almost important of all is three thing
1:my relation with my god
2:my social lifes
3:my studies
yup, i know what ive done in the past is not to be proud at. but from my view everything has its silver lining. i now see that ALLAH can do anything to make you realize what is important in life. for example i got band 3 for MUET.. even it is 179, and to get band 4 is 180, but im still at the same level with them who got 120 for their MUET. sad isnt it. nope, nothing is impossible for ALLAH. and i accept it.
even now, i realize, there are many people that i can rely on.. my family, my good friends. they all can help me when im in a tough situation. with the exposure that i get now, i can see that there is no one who are truly evil. even if they are someone who plays with girls, take drugs or gambling. they are still someone, there will always be a good side in everyone. but maybe mona fendi doesnt have any concience left...haha
next, my studies, i dont know wether i can get into law or not.. yea, im afraid if i didnt get into law. but if that is fate, i accept it. i think that i have tried my best, but im trying. so god, please give me strenght.
p/s: ill try to update my blog more often.. i think i need to let go of my feelings somewhere and i think blog is the best place.. haha..
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